Searching for the answers...

It's odd how you can think something or be told the same thing over and over and the light dosn't really go on.
Then someone different will come along and say pretty much the same thing and the light goes on.
There's a saying in recovery, Is it odd or is it God?
The struggle has been going on with me for some time about believing in a power greater than myself. Some call it God, some call it a Force, some call it the Universe. Whatever "it" is, I have been struggling with my faith in it.
Then, along comes the words from an unlikely source and the light comes on.
Is that Odd or is that God? I don't claim to know. But I may have a different perspective about this whole Higher Power thing.
My thinking has been a bit toxic. I try to rationalize my lack of faith but I am counteracted with words of widsom from another human being. Whether this person is right or not, no one really knows.
People spend years searching the unanswered questions of the universe. Many theories are out there and many philosophies have been presented.
I have to believe what makes sense to me and for along time none of it made sense.
I still have unanswered questions about the whole God thing but at least I feel less toxic today.
People who have faith are usually happier, more content people. Whether something is out there or not, I think believing is far easier than not believing.
jb