Just some more rambling thoughts from jb.......

Why is it that the thought of people reading my blog makes me nervous? (my current two, sometimes three readers aside)
I have had a few people ask for my blog address and I refuse to give it to them. I mean really, these are my rambling, sometimes dark, sometimes redicilous thoughts and insights. Do I want others to read them? I fear people will think I'm a dork. Which I am, but I don't have to advertise.
So, today, I get an e-mail from an aquaintance in California, he asks how my blog is going. I tell him, pretty lame lately, but I'm hoping to pick it up. I tell him I'll send him the address. Then I wonder, would someone who dosn't know me well really want to read this? Are my thoughts worthy of sharing? I have no idea. For some reason, I feel ok with this person reading it though. He's good people and I'm pretty sure he would not leave nasty, ridiculing comments.
I wish I had one of those blogs that people tell other people "man, you gotta check out this blog!" But clearly, mine is not one of those. (hence, the two, sometimes three readers)
My ex husband is dying to get my blog address. He has asked several times. This will never happen. I'd sooner poke my eye out. But, maybe an expanded readership would lead by blog back to it's more intersting origin..... or not....., either way, it's all just rocks skipping accross the water.
jb